sad story begin with tearssss ...

dear my beloved blogger ..

sorry sbb lmk x update ..
bkn apa .. just im so scared if im update my blog im crying ..
donno why lately tok aku asa mcm x di pedulikan oleh gerek ku ..
aku x tauk apa salah aku .. kat cney salah aku .. tup2 nya berubah mendadak mcm ya ..
nak kata aku control nya jaoh sekali aku nak control hidup nya ..
x pernah pun .. aku hanya biarkan nya yg control hidup aku .. aku x engkar kata nya ..
semua nya aku ikut tanpa ada bantahan .. sbb aku terlalu sayangkan nya .. but why just left 2 day to 4rd anniversary kitorang nya makin jaoh berubah ..
kalau ikutkan hati mok jak ku gtauk nya .. pi aku paham .. maybe nya belom pernah rasa mcmney erti sendirian .. maybe nya thinking that aku owest berada disisi nya .. kalau dolok semuanya indah .. kinek ??? kenak jadi camtok bah ?? apa salah aku ?? klu dolok nya salu sms aku .. call aku .. evenpun tgh2 mlm .. then nya akan calling aku bertubi2 sampey aku jawab .. pi sekarang .. ?? kalau sikapnya jaoh berubah .. patah lagi semua ya ... pedeh tauk x di polah camtok .. !!! aku terlalu2 rindu kan nya .. !! tp kenaknya berubah mcm tok bah !!!!! i love u so much !!! :'(

cerita sana & sini

lamak dah x update blog tok ..
sebenarnya bukan apa ..
malas lah nak kepochi2 ..
huhuhhuuhu ..
update fb salu .. well .. hahhaa ..
1 ] MARAH
2 ] CURIGA

arghhh !!! malas lah aku !!!

when we meet again .. ??

MY HUBBY ENJOY THE VACATION !! ^_^

hari ku suram ~

[K] [E] [C] [E] [W] [A] !

yalah ayat yg paling sesuai dapat aku ungkapkan ..
bila sampai 1 tahapnya aku akn

[M] [E] [N] [A] [N] [G] [I] [S] !

mungkin dengan mendiamkan diri semua akan akan pulih ..
bialah masing2 dengan ego masing2 ..
puas dah aku cuba mempertahankan semuanya ..
pi apa yg aku dapat ??
mmg bena kata org ..
facebook boleh jwk jadi punca masalahnya ..
yaa .. sik penah2 ku asa gtok ..
tok la 1st time aku dipolah camtok ..
pa nya x tauk ka how deep aku cintakannya ??
aku dah give up mun nya maseh kuat ngn ego ..
aku give up .. maafkan aku andai semuanya berakhir dengan cara yg x betol ..
bukan ku mintak semua tok terjadi ..

ALL ABOUT HIM ! semua nya tentang dia !

Cause I’m all about him, him, him, him, him
And he’s all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don’t give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e
‘Cause I’m all about him, him, him, him, him
And he’s all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don’t give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e
*courtesy of Chordlaguindonesia.com
Well, had him shooting for me like a ball team
Every guy was a knock out, Don King
But none of ‘em had smarts, that’s my thing
It’s not enough to have balls, Spalding, ha
One day by Starbucks
I bumped into a guy rocking black Chucks
He said “Excuse me, beautiful,” I said, “Aww, shucks”
And then he asked, “Well, ay, wanna grab lunch?”
Never ever ever met a guy so fly
Got me hooked like apple pie, I
Think I’m falling and I don’t know why
But I won’t fight these butterflies
‘Cause I’m all about him, him, him, him, him
And he’s all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don’t give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e
‘Cause I’m all about him, him, him, him, him
And he’s all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don’t give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e
And I swear what we have is just super cool
The way he’s always in my head like a Bluetooth
I got a text from him, he said come through
Told me that he wants to kick it, Kung Fu
Don’t do nothing much at all
Just we and his boys watching football
He asked for a kiss (Muah) So I gave him two
He said, “Well, thank you, baby,” I said, “You’re welcome, boo”
Never ever ever met a guy so fly
Got me hooked like apple pie, I
Think I’m falling and I don’t know why
But I won’t fight these butterflies
‘Cause I’m all about him, him, him, him, him
And he’s all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don’t give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e
‘Cause I’m all about him, him, him, him, him
And he’s all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don’t give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e
No, I don’t need no fancy cars
And I don’t need no diamond rings
My baby is all I need and more
‘Cause I don’t need those extra things
It’s not about you (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It’s not about you)
It’s not about them (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It’s not about them)
It’s all about me (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It’s all about me)
And it’s all about him (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It’s all about him)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Said it’s all about him, yeah
‘Cause I’m all about him, him, him, him, him
And he’s all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don’t give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e
‘Cause I’m all about him, him, him, him, him
And he’s all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don’t give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) ‘Cause I’m all about him
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) ‘Cause I’m all about him
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) I’m all about him
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) And we don’t give a dang, dang, dang
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It’s all about you
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It’s all about you, boy
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It’s all about you
(Oh-oh-oh-oh)

....... APPLE PIE .......

sesudahnya aku ikut n kalah pada keadaan ..
aku yg memilih .. aku yg harus terima pahit manis nya antara kami ..
evenpun aku sering di abaikan .. aku x boleh give up ..
kadang2 rasa menyesal menyelubungi diri tp apa yg boleh aku buat ??
aku harus n wajib meneruskannya .. kehilangannya akan watkan aku kurang semangat ..
ITS ALL ABOUT L O V E !!
im sorry if ada di antara kita kelak yg kecewa ...